I’ve began writing a journal and book on my change. The First entry will be a bit longer than the rest, this is to compensate for the portion of my journey I have already experienced before the decision to record it. Life is much simpler than I previous thought. My journey began when I searched how to fix my problems with girls. I came across a book that was both the foundation and catalyst to my change. “The Game: Penetrating the secret world of pick up artist” by Neil Strauss. The book describes the journey of Neil Strauss into the world of pick up artists. Pick up Artist, or PUA’s, are men who simulate the characteristics of attractive men to attract women. After reading this book, I began searching and learning PUA tactics, and “routines”. There are dictionaries on these things, and an untold amount of guides on the subject. Salesman Wars between the most powerful PUA’s have started, creating a great divide in the PUA community, forcing the followers to take sides. There are old school tactics, and new tactics. The community almost thinks in a hive mind system. People discover and alter tactics, review them, and work together to form the best system.
I too became a part of this community, lost in the flood of opinions and lost in a crowd of clueless people trying a “Get women quick tactic”. I was saved by my friend Thomas; he is solely responsible for stopping my downward spiral into a fake world. I’m in a great debt to my friend. A new book was brought to my attention by Thomas, “The Black Flag” written by an unnamed individual going by the alias Shark. Shark has unplugged me from this matrix we call society. I still hope to this day to meet Shark Face to Face, both to thank him for my new life, and aspire to greater things.
After reading the Black Flag several times, I had absorbed so much knowledge. My life had a sudden upturn when I put the information into practice. A natural high had taken over, I seriously believe I can overcome any obstacle, aspire to any dream, and set any record. The universe is impartial to or existence, we must leave an imprint. I can do whatever I want, any time I want, however I want, for whatever reason I want. Organisms cannot escape their primal instincts. We will be forever bound to them; the weak are led by the strong. A thought came to my mind the other day; it explains how we should live so well I’ll include it in this entry.
“The universe is here, it is unaware of your existence, even if it did, it does it care what you do with your life. Make it care, fuck it in the ass until the universe has no choice but to resonate your name through the void of space and the infinite outskirts. Everything and Everyone should hear the echo. Lead the revolution, don’t follow it. Be the innovator, be the superior being. Give life purpose, there is none otherwise. One who obsessively searches for purpose to life is at the disadvantage of ignorance. If you have to ask why we are here, you’re just another useless statistic. Leave your mark, don’t fear anything, you don’t have much time.” Chris Storm
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